Fun.Happy.Life

Memory Lane

2011-01-02T17:27:00.021+08:00

I shall summarize all the memories i had in year 2010 with pictures . I might skip some events cause it would be a very long post if i included all the events . These are some of the highlights of the year :) .

February

Xue Gie's Open house

Chinese New Year

Bai Tin Gong

Viic Treasure Hunt

March

Sports Day

April

Kelly Clarkson's Concert

Mother's Day Dinner

Port Dickson Trip

Malacca Trip

July

Interact Installation

August

Photoshoot

November

Mom's Birthday

December

A White Promenade

I guess it ends here . Actually there is still NYE but i haven't upload the pictures so yea . This is one great year . It made me realise what matters the most and taught me how to appreciate everything in my life . I will end this post with one of my favourite picture :)

Love ,

Esther

Back To One

2010-12-10T23:54:00.002+08:00

Hello !

I'm finally back to the social network . After months of studying and stopping myself from using the computer . It has all come to an end . I really do hope my hard work are paid off and all that studying actually made me realize how badly i wanted good results cause i always thought i was care-free . Oh well , i shall pray hard for good results for now.

It is now the second day since i had my last paper , but i am still not really hype up about the idea of graduating . I'll be missing all my friends , going for tuition , fooling around and not having to choose what clothes to wear . Lol . But the apron-like uniform sucks . Hahaha . This year has to be the most tiring year for me . Going down to KL for tuition then come back for another tuition , i hardly even have time to take a nap . Thank god i took up dancing again or else i would be so stressed up .

I feel guilty for neglecting some of my friends just to study . Shall catch up with them after , don't give up on me :( . Oh well , this is just a very random post , i really don't know whats my main point . I'm just trying to say...

I'M BACK ! :)

Till then , my next post should be about all the highlight of the months for this year :)

Love ,

Esther

Deja vu

2010-06-30T18:44:00.003+08:00

Have you ever feel like giving up ?
I am now and i've seen enough .
Listening to the same old words told me something was going on .
I just had to be RIGHT .This is the one time i hate that i was right .
Thanks . Cause i just found it and lost it .. again .

Boo !

2010-05-21T17:07:00.000+08:00

Updating blog soon :) .

Blue !

2010-04-18T03:32:00.006+08:00

This event was way back during 26 of February . I attended VIIC Treasure Hunt . At first i was feeling very lazy and tired . But now , if you ask me to go again i would ! I'm really not a fan of treasure hunt cause i know that i'll end up being like some kid with asthma . I have no stamina and i can't run fast . Neither do i have the brain to think , when i'm tired it just gets worst !

But but but but , its different when you join with your friends :D . Me being the leader , i was really afraid that if we end up being last the teammates would be pissed . Thank god their nice people . Right right right ? :x .

I enjoy completing the task with all of my teammates which are Alvin , Kristine , Christopher and Emily . They were really helpful . Especially Alvin cause i think he was the one doing the running . Hahaha . I'm thankful that you all were so surportive and also entertaining :D .

I must also thank our shadow for helping us . Although i sort of force him in some way :x . I'm sorry if you're reading this . Hehe . If there are any junior interactors reading this , you must join next year ! You'll have the experience of running around kl ! Tiring yet fun :)

Love ,

Esther

Senior year

2010-04-18T03:12:00.004+08:00

I know its a very very very late to blog about sports day , blame it all to my laziness . To summarize my last sports day in Saujana . It was awesome . To tell the truth , during my high school period i didn't really attended my school's sports day . As in coming early , taking attendance and really participating .

I have always wanted to join cheer but i was afraid that i'm not capable of doing it . Since its the last year , why not ? The main reason was because my friends were joining together . Having cheer practice is really tiring to me . Within that period , i was always thinking about cheer . How to improve , where to get this and that , what to do next . There was one point i seriously felt like giving up .

After sports day until now , i still miss cheer practice . The only thing i hate about it is that until today , my voice has not fully recovered . I guess it never will , shit! Other than that , I kind of miss the feeling of being busy . Its just weird ! Anyway , i would like to apologize for the shouting and the moment when i was pissed . Really really sorry . :(

I love love love love you all ^^

Piece of advice , don't worry about winning , do your best and have fun :)

I force myself but it didn't stop

2010-04-18T02:48:00.006+08:00

The past brings a lot of sorrow and happiness . The things i once had and the things i regret of doing . The person that once cared for me . I'm seriously sorry . The moment i saw that rectangle box it reminds me of you . You showed me that there is still someone that is willing to support me . i know that i will have to let go . Because i know you deserve better .

When i saw how much you appreciated the one thing i gave you , i was touched . I thought you have forgotten about it , but instead , you held on to it without telling me . If up until now you're still there , please don't sit there and wait . Run as fast as you can . Don't look back because you are teaching a girl a very meaningful lesson .

désolé

2010-03-31T23:21:00.001+08:00

Sorry to say that this blog is going to be pretty dead for now .

Going to upload soon after exams .

Memories

2010-03-20T02:19:00.004+08:00

I've been standing alone beneath this shadow .

I'm waiting for someone to pull me out of there .

Unforgettable night

2010-02-05T18:18:00.002+08:00

Finally i'm updating and there is 2 reasons . Lets start with the bad one shall we ?
For those who really want to see it , highlight it !

People are already kind enough to name you 'sohai' or a bitch . But nahhh , i won't use either one of it .
Just because you were having pms or maybe a bad day you can just screw people up for no reason .
If we were noisy then i get your point , but we weren't noisy or anything and you wasted our time just to ask us not to ruin your image .
If you want to complain . FINE . Cut it short please . You spend such a long time just to make us feel guilty and stuff .
I mean , i don't see anything wrong if i wish to sit at the back .
We respect you that's why we won't voice out . At least we are considerate .
If this didn't happen the first time , have you ever thought that the problem is with you .
Or else why would it even happen the second time . So yeah , this may sound rude but use your brain please .
I don't see you as a good teacher cause a good one wouldn't have to do what you just did .
Do you like to hear people saying ' if you make my life miserable i'll make yours ' . Cause that is just the message you sent to us .
So yeah . Save it . Face the fact that there is a problem .

Back to the normal updates :D
If you followed my twitter , you should know that i'm joining cheerleading this year . Very busy with the routines and all .
Everyday i come back with muscle pain and worst thing of all i need to walk home .
When i reach home i have tuition too ! So yeah , i've been sleeping early this days . Its a good thing !
Haven't been going out recently , not even yam cha . It seems like everyone is busy , so yeah .
I have no choice but to stay home and face this stupid box !
Bored of it already . Staying home is not fun !

Lastly , a birthday shout out to Ann Ni and Jing Yi !
Happy Birthday !
xxxx

All i need was for you to stay here ,
you don't need to say anything ,
i just want to know that no matter what ,
you'll be there for me :)

♥ esther

This pain i feel it won't go away

2010-01-21T05:26:00.000+08:00

Its exam period now .
Feeling really tired as i slept for 4 hours :(
Going to school soon around 7am and i'm left with 1 hour ++ to study for chemistry .
I have the feeling that i will fall asleep while doing :D .
xxxx
missing you :)

Baby baby baby

2010-01-08T23:09:00.000+08:00

The clock strike 12 and its your birthday !

3 years of friendship and i'm still loving it . We've been through thick and thin . Whatever happened in my life you would be the first to know . You're more like a listener and counselor . I think i would be rather lonely without you . Hopefully there is many years to come for this friendship :D .

This girl here is the most unexpected and also the most amazing girl i've ever met . Well , in other words , she does things that others don't usually do . Don't think negative , i didn't mean that . Sweat . She may be blur but then i know that she is a smart one . Don't get me started on how pretty she is , i bet you all know that already . To me , she is my baby , good friend , sister , best friend , problem solver and much more which i think i shouldn't mention here :D .

So thank you for everything you have done for me . At times i may not remember but i won't forget that i had a friend like you . You are really more like a sister to me which is 24 hours on call . We might be in a different class now but i suppose it won't effect the friendship we have now . Just call me when you want to talk , ask me out when you're bored or just randomly talk to me . I don't mind cause i feel like i owe you this much . Just come to me when you need me and i'll be there :D .

Lastly , HAPPY BIRTHDAY :D

Love ,

Esther

two zero zero nine

2009-12-31T06:24:00.000+08:00

A year full of memories indeed . This year is very special to me and also a year that i'll never forget . Had many sweet memories this year , thanks to all my friends and family . Moreover , its also a year that made me realise a lot of things that i've blindly accepted . I started to appreciate each and everything that goes by . I've learned to let go of the bad memories and keep the good ones .

Friends do come and go , but i know there are some who have stayed by my side for all this while . Never did i expect that you all would , but guess what , you all proved me wrong :D . Thank you to the people that have been on my side and also those that comfort me when i'm down . I may not show it , but i'm really happy that i have all of you :D . You know who you are .

Well , since young i don't really mix well with girls , i have more guy friends compared with girl friends . This year the amount of girl friends i had really did increase . Thank you for tolerating my lameness and hyperness . Not only that of course , you all accepted me as who i am . I know how hard i can be but thank you . You all seriously changed me . I'm thankful enough to have friends to call during the midnight when i'm down . Thanks for being there for me when i felt like there was nothing left for me and also when i was so lost that i started counting coins .

Being with them is all about fun . They're the ones that know how to plan a party . Although i don't really mix with them a lot . But one night or two is more than enough :D . This year's christmas eve was one of the best i might say . Thank you :D . A big thank you to uncle and brother too :D . Thanks for fetching me here and there . Haha .

This year i am much more active as an interactor . You all are really very helpful and also active . Well , next year will be another year . Hopefully we will make much more greater memories and plan more event alright :D . Hahaha .

This year's interact conference was really fun . With all new faces and old some familiar faces . Its really nice to have met you all . Hopefully we would be able to meet up again and keep in touch . I already started to miss you all the second i reach home . No worries , i bet one day we will be hanging out :D .

Not forgetting Group Five members . Last year i wasn't really involved in my group but this year i seriously love my group a lot ! Bunch of talented people and crazy people . I really miss spending time with you all laughing and discussing for our talent time . Hopefully there will be a gathering for us . Luckily we are all staying quite near each other . :D

Last but not least , my family . Thank you for giving me everything i need and want . Indeed i'm greedy , mwahahaha . But , i'm also kind . So yeah , thank you :D .

Oh wait , there is actually one more gang that i would like to thank . The gang with names that sounds like an animal . But , they don't act like one okay . I can't seem to find any pictures of all of you , so yeah . You know who you are . Thanks for fetching me around . Whenever i want to eat you all would come and pick me up . When i'm bored you all would bring me out . Thank you , because of all of you , my holiday was great ! Hopefully the next year we will still spend time with each other .

Well , a special thank you to those of you that calls me out once in a while . You know who you are . Bringing me out when i'm dead bored at home . Thank you very much . And also a special thank you to the people that has been calling me and i'm also sorry if i had hurt you . All i can do is be by your side when you need me . I promise i will :D .

Thank you to ' him ' who gave me an unforgettable memory this year . Short but sweet . Indeed i wouldn't forget . At least there was an ending . I guess if our relationship didn't happen , i'll go on following the trail without an ending . Now that it has ended . I want to thank you for being such a good friend . Although now u're like , off duty . But i'll remember each and every single thing you have done for me . The moments with you is the moments that i will treasure .

Each and every one of the people that pass by my life really did put colours into my life . Because of all of you makes me what i'm now . Without all this friendship , i think i would be lifeless . I mean seriously lifeless . Thank you guys :D .

By the way , i'm sorry if you're not in the pictures , cause i'm getting it from facebook. So yeah , its limited . Even if you're not in the picture , doesn't mean i'm not writing about you alright . Sorry if there is any grammar mistake , cause it was a very last minute plan to create this post . So i'm actually rushing to get ready to go out . I'm sorry that i'm not able to write a meaningful one , but yeah . Love ya all :D

xoxo
Esther

désolé

2009-12-24T03:52:00.000+08:00

Going to abandon my blog for quite some time . Lost my mojo to blog already . Haha .

Wait for me kay ? :D . Will start blogging again when school starts .

Don't give up on me yet ! :(

Dear

2009-12-04T03:57:00.000+08:00

Sometimes reminiscing about the moments and words you use to say ,
Makes me feel better and blessed ,
But after that flashback , i break down and cry ,
Cause i know that it doesn't belong to me anymore .

Now you only look for me when you need help ,
If this is the kind of friendship you were talking about , i rather lose it ,
Every story has its ending , ours ended a long time ago , so did our friendship ,
I may miss the past , but i don't miss you .

I miss the feeling of loving someone ,
I miss the feeling of wanting to make someone happy ,
I miss having confidence in everything i do ,
Now i feel as though i don't have feelings at all .

I can only wish for this to end and hopefully i'll get back those feelings that gives me happiness . I don't want to feel down every night . I miss the kind of person i use to be .

2009-11-28T19:47:00.000+08:00

Listening to Bad Romance by Lady Gaga

I've been leaving my blog outdated so now i'm finally updating it while waiting for my nails to dry . Hopefully this french nails would last longer than my previous one or else i'm going to paint my nails black .

Well , on the last day of school me , Kristine and Jason were chatting and we were really bored . We came up with this Relationship list . It might be lame but we had lots of laugh making it .

Marriage
Engagement
Relationship ( Bf/Gf/G/L/Bi )
Best Friend Forever
Best Friend
Close but not best friends
Close friends
More or less friends
Friends
Hi-bye friends
Frenemy
Ex
Bitches
Enemy

Turns out I have lots of friends that falls in the middle category of best friend and close but not best friends . Confusing right ? I'm just being lame here . Waiting for the next episode of Gossip Girl . Can't wait to watch New Moon too . Bring me please :(

Well , abit of update of what i have been doing lately . I've been going out frequently for shopping , breakfast , yam cha session and also drinking session . Didn't get to bring my baby out to snap some pictures . So yeah , not worth to make a post without pictures right ?

Now i've one month of holiday left and conference is coming . What sucks the most is i have to miss a party , damn . There isn't much days left , lets hang out friends . Call me :)

By the way , my baby is my camera , you know that don't you ? :)

Love ,
Esther

Mmm Papi

2009-11-22T15:41:00.001+08:00

Finally finished doing those overdue post . Next post will be about Mae Li's birthday dinner . I feel tired now cause i woke up quite early today . Don't have anything to do now . I'm bored alright .

I shall just stay home and sleep cause i can't think where i want to go neither do i know who i want to go with . Everyone is busy . Sigh .

Love ,
Esther

Lion's club charity carnival 8th of November

2009-11-22T15:39:00.001+08:00

The day before that Amanda's mom was asking us whether we wanted to help for the blood donation . The first reaction that me and Jo Ee gave was ' we don't want to donate blood ! ' . Then we her mom explained that we were only going to help with the registrations . What a relieved .

I had nothing to do on sunday so i thought why not ? Chin Kian fetched me to the Community Hall at 8am . We helped them to take those things out and putting them in order . Then after that i helped with the registration for blood donation . Lucky me , i was sitting indoor and it was a rather easy job .

Mainly all i did was help people register , teaching them and translating the content into chinese or cantonese . After that Jo Ee took my place and i walked around to hunt for food and just use up the coupon . Then i continued with my job , was kinda lazy though .

Around 2 something he came and pick me up . Went to his house and the boys were busy with their cars . It was practically boring so me and Mong started playing this s0-called-true-or-dare . Turns out i got cheated a lot into telling him stuff . Bahh . We shall keep it as a secret kay ? xd .
Around 5 something i reached home and i slept until the next morning . So thats about it . It was kind of a good experience doing charity work .

Love ,
Esther

Xue Gie's Birthday

2009-11-22T15:29:00.000+08:00

On the 5th of November , we celebrated Xue Gie's birthday . Her birthday falls on the 2nd on Nov but then we were having exams so she celebrated it late . It was held in Pasta Zanmai in Midvalley . We reached kinda late , then we ordered our food . Special thanks to Xue Gie for the dinner :) .

So yeah , like usual , we took pictures then after that we went for movies . Some left though . We decided to watch Poker King . Well , it was rather okay , i rate it 7/10 . Everyone went back after the movies . Thats about it .

Love ,
Esther

AAR Concert

2009-11-22T15:28:00.000+08:00

A concert was held at Bukit Jalil stadium on the 31st of October . I didn't plan to go at first but because of certain reasons i went last minute . Me and Kristine reached the stadium around 6 something if not mistaken . We were practically lost , cause we don't know what to do or where to line up .

Met Sonia , Michelle , Jing Yi and a few more other friends . Then we decided to just line up , well i wouldn't say we were queuing but they were all pushing , so yeah . Pack like sardin . After that we met up with Aileen and Mei Yan ,they were standing nearby the stage . At first we thought of standing there but i couldn't take the heat plus i wasnt really in my hyper mode .

So we look for a spot to sit at the back and just look at the screen . The first performance was one buck short and followed by disagree and pop shuvit . I can only relate to some of their songs . It started raining so we went into one of the tent . In the end we gave up and just went under the rain .

When pop shuvit was performing we went infront cause after that aar is going to be coming out . Well , practically we sort of enjoyed standing there but not waiting there . There were entertainment though . Hahaha . Then when aar came out i couldn't move at all , everyone were pushing and all so i just stand still . It was worth it though . Right Kris ?

Anyway , after that i pretty much regret why i didn't make a move . Hahaha . See where we end up , not knowing the name and contact . -___- . Oh , the reason why this post is full of words is because we didn't bring camera . So yeah , there were no pictures taken at all . But we will always remember what happen that night . :)

After that we went back and Kris's mom came and pick her up from my house . It was 12 something that i received a message from Park Leng , then i bathed and get ready to go out . Went to al-barkath with Park Leng and Sze Wei . Chilled there until 3 something or so , i can't really remember then Park Leng fetched me home . I straight away went to bed cause i was just friggin tired . But i enjoyed the day a lot , it was better than going for that party or staying home . Thanks for accompanying me Kris and also Park Leng for fetching me :) .

Love ,
Esther

Wai Man's Birthday

2009-11-22T15:25:00.000+08:00

On 19th of October we celebrated Wai Man's birthday . Our initial plan was to surprise Wai Man , she wasn't aware that we were coming though . So we gathered in Bodders and waited for everyone to arrive . Wai Man was already in Sushi Zanmai with her mom and sister .

We went in a surprised her , well , there was a story told by her mum . It was rather hilarious . Hehe . Right Wai Man ? xd . Then we sat down and order . It was more like a chilling session . We chat , laughed and take pictures . After she cut the cake me and Jo Ee left the party as we had things to do .

We walked around for a while then after that Fai came and pick us up . Well , i'll just let the pictures do the talking .

Love ,
Esther

Forever is over

2009-11-20T13:29:00.000+08:00

Sorry for the lack of updates . I know i promised that i would update about the parties . But the pictures are not with me right now . As soon as i get it i'll update about it .

Well , holidays are starting to get boring . But more and more parties are coming up , looking forward to it though .

Now i'm sitting at home waiting for my macdonald . I'm very very very hungry . After that i'm going to head to sunway . Ring me up if you're there :) .

The reason why i'm updating because i'm just too free :D

Love ,
Esther

Friendships

2009-11-12T14:27:00.000+08:00

One day my inbox was too full so i had to delete some messages , i got fed up of deleting and deleting again , so i thought why not just delete the old messages that i have been keeping for so long . Actually all the messages i kept are the messages that i'm not willing to delete , their my memories and it shows how close i was with the certain someone .

All those Birthday wish , Christmas wish , New Year wish and other sweet messages . They were sent by the friends i use to be close with , they're friends that i've already lost contact . I feel like calling them out once in a while , but it would be very awkward . Some of the messages were new to me . I couldn't recall being that close with them before , then , i felt so sad and guilty .

My friendships always changes , i won't get to stay in one group that long . It changes every year that makes it so heart breaking . I don't know whether its my mistake or its just that the chemistry is gone . How i wish i could call them right now and just ask them out for a drink . I bet they don't even remember me .

That's the main reason why my inbox is always full , cause deleting it is a very hard task for me . People just change . Looking back at those messages , i almost forgot how close i was with this someone , so special to me that i couldn't forget . But now it has all change . The messages that is sent now doesn't fill me with warm feelings anymore . Whenever i receive the message from that someone , it is a request for help . Most of the time there isn't even one message of asking how i've been or asking me out . Where are you friend ? Have you forgotten what you once said to me ? Or am i trash to you now ?

Sometimes , friendships can make someone so down and sad . Maybe one day i'll have the courage to ignore the awkwardness and just meet up with them . Lets just hope that fate puts us back together . That's why , i appreciate all the friendships i have now , cause i know i might end up missing them and losing them . Until now , i didn't delete those messages cause i couldn't do it . Its still in my inbox . Hoping that i could keep them forever and ever to remind me what i once had .

Love ,
Esther

Mooncake Festival

2009-11-10T16:56:00.000+08:00

On the 3rd of Oct we went to Wai Man's crib for mooncake festival . We gathered at the main gate outside of our school . Siew Choon fetched me and we met up with Min Chun and Wai Man's mom . Then after that we went to Wai Man's crib at Puchong .

We started bbq-ing and eating pizza . Me and Xue Gie's weren't hungry so we cycled around the housing area . We went to the club house for fun since there is party going on there . Rather boring though . Then we cycled back and we ate .

After eating some of them were lighting up candles while the others took pictures . The bunch of guys went for basketball . We had nothing to do so someone suggested playing twister . To cut the long story short , everyone laughed .

After that we took pictures pictures and pictures . Oh , we also sang , Jason was playing the guitar and we just sing along . Surf the net abit and then me and Jo Ee played mahjong . Well , thats about it , only for those who went will know what happened :) .

The gay with a lot of emotions ? Opps , i meant guy . :)

Kristine and Xue Gie

Us girls

Love this picture of them . Hehe .

Jason and Eugene . The Leong brothers .

Lastly , the picture of the day , Vikneswaran and his green boobs . :)

Specials thanks to Min Chun and Siew Choon for driving us there and back . Anyway , all this pictures were grabbed from Xue Gie's facebook . So don't ask me how come the pictures are combined and all , ask here . Hehe .

Love ,
Esther

You're sweet like sugar

2009-11-09T17:43:00.000+08:00

Finally done with my blog , i have been doing it since morning . I had nothing to do actually , cause i woke up early . I slept at 6pm and wanted to wake up at 8pm , i ended up waking up at 8am . When i woke up and check my phone , there were a bunch of miss calls by 4 different people , they must have thought i fainted . Hahaha .

Anyway , please relink me and leave a comment in the cbox or maybe here if you don't see your name on the blog list . I will link you up as soon as possible . Hehe .

Posts in pending , i guess i'll do it one shot or maybe not .

Mooncake Festival
Wai Man's birthday party
AAR concert
Xue Gie's birthday party
Genting
Lion's club charity thingy

Going to finish up those post another day though , or maybe abit later . Going to get some food , didn't eat much yesterday and i end up having gastric when i woke up . Hehe .

Love ,
Esther

I adore you

2009-10-29T15:25:00.004+08:00

Chilling now on the sofa taking my sweet time checking mails and all .
It feels like my exams is already over -_- .

Those sleepless nights have been killing me . Imagine sleeping at 11/12am and waking up at 2/3am .
I have been doing this for more than a week and it finally affected me today . When i was trying to stand up and my right leg had no strength . Plus , i kept on dozing off when i'm reading chemistry .
Until it was 5 am and it hit me that i haven't revise yet . Oh well , guess i'll be doing the same thing again today .

Might be starting earlier so that i can sleep early , hehe .
Thanks for those that accompanied me . Sad to say that i'll be doing this for another 2 weeks .
So much for planning what i want to do after exams , now they extended the exams . Sigh .

Futhermore , i'm still thinking whether to go for prom or not , whether to get that dress that i saw last last week and also whether to go for dancing this saturday . Decisions :(
I hate making decisions . Sigh .

Let problems resolve by themselves . I can't force them to remember , can i ? At least we're still friends . :)
Lesson of the day , if you can't take jokes , don't start one . Trust me . Oh , i meant , believe me . Just kidding :)
Going to take a nap now and wake up later to study for chemistry paper 3 .

It doesn't disturb me

2009-10-12T15:10:00.004+08:00

I still don't know how i ended up sleeping on the sofa when i remember sleeping on the bed . Damn .
I shouldn't have slept at 6am . Hahaha .
Well , at least i was studying while watching show of course .
But i kept on thinking how i really ended up sleeping on the sofa -_- .

Well , the new season of Gossip Girl is out . I love Chuck Bass !
More dramas and Hilary Duff is in the movie too .
Its a must watch !

Currently i'm planning on buying a camera , i'm still stuck deciding which to buy .
Should i buy the Canon IXUS 100 IS or Canon IXUS 120 IS ?
Help meeee !

There are 2 important birthday coming , still planning on what to buy though . Hahaha .
Give me some time kay ? =]

Yes yes , i know my post is very random . Haha .
I know i jump here and there .

I don't mind even a bit .
I'm more than over .
Things are just getting awkward .
I guess i've lost my spot in the hearts of each of you .
A little left out .
But , i can't expect much , we're in a different world .

Change of plans

2009-10-10T18:46:00.004+08:00

Just got back from the ' Lelong Lelong Marketplace #2 Bazaar ' , it is held in Asia Cafe .
Lots of clothes sold there , not bad though .
I finally got to see those clothes that i have been eyeing on the net .
Well , one word , dissapointment . I guess they look good in pictures but not in real life .
The quality is a very big difference . So yea , especially those clothes where u see those pretty girls modelling for it . Hahaha .

What i bought ?

A pouch or whatever u call it , just a small sling bag .
A bag that is suppose to be my pencil box
Earrings
A dress that i have been interested . ( not really me though )

Actually there was another dress that i saw , but then , i don't have the money to buy it .
Sigh , wasted man , maybe when i have money , i'll buy it online . Hehehe .
To those that wants to go for the bazaar , tomorrow is the last day . Don't miss it =]

I just spent minutes reading my old post , man , i've gotta say , i've changed -_- .
And its not good . Hahaha . I much more , erm , how do you say it , not human ?
I have no more feelings already , damn damn .
What happened to me -_- . I dont likeee !
Anyway , exams for form 4 are coming , spm too .
Study hard and good luck friends =] .
Those that wants to study together , just give me a ring .
I'll be there . Hehehe .
I help you , you help me , right ?

Help me find myself like how I found you ♥

2009-10-09T23:38:00.004+08:00

Greetings to whoever that is reading this post .
I was just feeling bored and lazy to study .
Plus , i havent edit my EST presentation , is it possible that i can do it after exams ?

Anyway , what i have been doing for the whole day ?
I have been day dreaming , more like planning on what to do after exams , shhh .

I suddenly feel like doing things that i've never done before .
There isn't much time left , hahaha .

I know i know , i'm crapping tooo much .
The only reason why i'm writing this post is because i got nothing to do .
Well its better than reading those emo-like-poem post right ?
I don't update much , so to keep updated .

Follow me on twitter and facebook . =]
I'm much more active there . Hehehe .

Friends , please entertain me .
Strangers are welcome too . Hahaha .

I think i'm fallin for you <3

2009-09-25T16:33:00.004+08:00

Friday , 18th of september

Went to KLIA again . This time its Ernest's turn . Haha .
Met a long lost friend there , but didn't had the chance to talk to him =( .

Sunday , 20th of September

Went to Sunway Lagoon with Jo Ee and her family . Overall it was okay . But the highlight of the day was body surfing .
We have been talking about how much we miss it . It is tiring but its really fun .
Now only i realised that not many people know about this sport . Haha .
So now you know . =]
Sadly , there were no pictures . Hehe .
My baby's camera broke down .

Monday , 21st of September

Thought of staying at home but in the end i got bored so i gave Jo Ee a call .
Then it was off to karaoke session in car4 . It was my first time going there though . The songs there were kinda old but then its quite cheap though .
After that i went to Jo Ee's house since i had nothing to do .
Then i went yam cha with Eason , Sonia and Michelle .

Tuesday and Thursday

Went to pasar malam and then went yam cha again . I realised that i have been going yam cha too much . zzz
Damn lifeless wei .

Friday

Woke up at around 2 something . Then Around 3 Jordan called , asking me to go midvalley . Since i had nothing to do , so i went there .
Hang out and chat with him , hahaha . Then after that Fai came and fetch me back .
Went home to change and off to pasar malam .
Then it was yam cha again with Lun , Hou , Fong , Fai and Jo Ee .
My whole holiday sounds very lifeless . I skipped some of the days cause those were the days that i stayed home .
Oh oh , but i came home early today . Improvement . Hahaha .

I feel like i'm getting worst day by day . Cannot !!

I dont want . =(

Friends , don't lose hope on me . =]

Change change . Hehehe .

Guide me kay ? :)

♥ Esther

Random

2009-09-20T23:58:00.004+08:00

' Giving you a lighter doesn't mean encouraging you to smoke , giving you a condom doesn't mean asking you to use it '

Quoted by Fong to Fai .

There goes another blue moon before we meet again . Hahaha .

♥ Esther

I got a feeling

2009-09-19T06:20:00.004+08:00

Where is the friend that understands me ?
Where is the friend that was by my side when i broke down ?
Where is the friend that changed me ?
Where is the friend that i miss ?

Are we even still friends ?
I heard from someone , and it seems like you hate me .
I just want to hear it from you .

I don't dare to greet you cause i'm afraid that you'll think i'm annoying .
I don't dare to stand close to you cause i'm afraid you'll think i'm stalking you .
I don't dare to even talk to you cause i'm afraid that you'll don't even want to talk to me .

Maybe , we do need some time off .
Cause this is getting more awkward each day .
To me , i dont mind .

♥ Esther

Somebody call 911

2009-09-13T05:24:00.004+08:00

Litte cicak left to uk already .

This are few of the pictures that we took .
For more pictures , please view my facebook . =]
The photo quality isn't that good .
Blame my camera !
I need a new one . Hehe .

♥ Esther

2009-09-12T17:10:00.004+08:00

Hello !
Sorry for being mia for so long .
I've got lots to write , but i don't have the mood to do so . xd
Neither can i write about it . opps .
Ahhhh , i'm just crapping .

Awww , guess who is going to UK tonight .

Opps =x

Stay tune =]

♥ Esther

we must know when to let go

2009-08-24T01:41:00.004+08:00

I'm still not use to it . Felt like messaging you . I know i can't . At some point , i just can't accept it . I may be strong and calm , but when i'm alone its different . I rather look happy than being sad 24/7 . Simple things make me laugh . I smile when i see someone smile .

I must have someone beside me everyday to avoid me from thinking . They make me happy . Eventhough they don't talk , but i will still find a way to make myself laugh by making a fool of myself . I'm really trying hard .

If i had the chance to stop one habit , i would choose to stop the habit of playing the computer . Computer makes me feel even worse . With this , i get exposed to things that i don't want to know .

Sometimes i really wonder . What were the answer to those questions . Until now i still don't know . I chose to trust you than trusting my own feelings . But in the end , i was right all along and that really do suck .

I'm sorry , i'm really sorry . I guess i'm not that fine .

♥ Esther

For The Best

2009-08-20T23:31:00.004+08:00

It has ended .
We smiled , we laughed , i cried , i pissed , you angry .
This few months left me memories that only i know .
I didn't regret doing this .

Maybe some people are meant to be friends .
I might have been emotional .
But its not going to last .
Just give me some time .

Its very hard for me to process and face reality .
Until now i just can't figure you out .
I guess there are some things that i'll never know .
Right ?

Oh well , you were once my bf , now you're my bf . =]
you know , i know , we know .
I thank you .

Last time i succeed , i believe now i can do it again .

♥ Esther

I Will Never Understand

2009-08-15T20:43:00.004+08:00

Tried hard to forget it .
I know i've already lost them , but i still can't let go .
There are many things that i'm not willing to put it aside .
Things never really last , right ?
Its not hard to find but hard to keep .
I've got lots but none of them stayed by my side .
I hate the type of person i am .
Because i end up suffering and crying .

I'm tired of being the one that is hiding .
Everytime , everything ends up the same .
I know , thats why i'm afraid of it .
Its always the same routine .
We meet and the next day we forget .

♥ Esther

Heavy

2009-08-13T12:32:00.004+08:00

I feel like shit now .
With all this problems i don't know how to think straight .
I lost controlled of my thinking and actions .
Waking up feeling tired , especially the eyes .

If it wasn't for three of them i wouldn't have been able to chill .
Thanks a lot for your advice and all .
I will try to stand back up .
Got to get things done before its too late .

If this is what you want .
I don't know what reaction to give neither do i know what to say .

Lets just get all this shit done now .
After that , its all going to be history .

♥ Esther

Difference

2009-08-12T21:14:00.004+08:00

I felt the changes , comparison .
I somehow felt that time is fast .
We can't stop it neither can we slow it down .
I have the feeling that i'm not willing to let go

We were once gathered on a same table .
Now its all different and i can't change it .
I don't have the ability .
Everyone will find their click , while others are left behind .

I know i hate hiding and pretending but i did it for the sake to go along with the flow .
What difference does it make compare with those idiots .
If this is what you want , i won't go along with it .
I don't want to spend a whole day thinking of what to hide and say again .

♥ Esther

Friday Night

2009-08-02T21:16:00.004+08:00

I messaged Alex and ask him whether he wants to go for yam cha . Then he came to my house and i helped him do him stuff .

Accompanied him to buy food and off to amanda's house to fetch her . Reached Al-Barkath and met a few friends there . Practically there were lots of saujanians and as usual that 'gang' was there . =x .

Practically we were gossiping the whole night . I don't know about others but thats what i really did . At least i keep my mouth shut . Hahaha . Had fun chatting with the friends that i didn't meet for some time .

Can't really go into details . Haha . Just a lifeless update . =]

♥ Esther

Lifeless

2009-07-31T16:22:00.004+08:00

Exams are over , like , finally !? I hate hate hate exams , its not like i like going to school . Haha . After school we went for this Branded Sportswear Warehouse in Sri Petaling Hotel . It was a big disappointment .

I preferred Nike's warehouse sale . At least their stuff are nicer and much more better quality . Was practically walking around without buying anything . Hehehe . After that i walked back home . Had nothing better to do . So ... i started snapping pictures ... of things ... which ... i am going to show ... to whoever that is reading this . =]

I'm just giving it a try . For whoever that don't know , there is an ICT carnival that is going to be held in our school . Don't get so excited when you hear the word 'carnival' , its not what you think . We have been selling Mcd and also name sticker . Mcd are only open to saujanians , while the name sticker is open to all ! The price is RM9 for 100 pieces .

This are some example of the patterns we have . Of course , we're going to insert your name into the sticker =] . Its small and cute . The frog and not in trend is the cutest . Hahaha . Click to view it in a bigger size .

Anyone who is interested , you can contact me , leave a comment or a msg in the chatbox , facebook or msn . For more info you can ask me . Hehe . Saujanians who want to buy mcd can also contact me . =] . If you're feeling lifeless and bored like i am . Contact me also xd . Sorry sorry , i don't mean to sound desprate , but i'm just too bored and i intend to crap a lot . Hehe .

By the way , anyone interested to go yam cha tonight ? xd

I don't need you to take me for granted . I rather end up alone at home than having someone fake with me . Its the same situation as people that hate fake stuff . But i hate fake people MORE ! Get out of my life cause i'm not born to see you act . What i want is people that be like themselves . As long as you're not pretending , and i will respect you for who you are .

But if you're annoying and irritating , then its a different situation ...

♥ Esther

Talent Hunt

2009-07-26T19:18:00.004+08:00

Woke up at 5am++ just to get ready and off to Amanda's house at 7am . Took a nap in her room while waiting for her . While i was in dreamland , her mom mistaken me as her daughter .

After that , i woke up and it was time to go .

Reach there and i saw lots of interactors setting up the jumble sales . For a moment i felt awkward . Seeing them wearing interact t-shirts while i was wearing like that . -_- .

Then we went to a room where the participants are gathered . Then we started practicing a little bit . I saw many amazing singers . Wasn't really what i expected . They really amaze me .

The participants took turns to do our sound check . After that , the competition started . As the number go closer and closer to 32 . I was very nervous .

Then it was our turn . I think that my performance wasn't that good . Neither did we have enough time . But it was all part of an experience .

After the performance , i look for Jordan to get my phone back cause before that i ask him to keep it for me . But he told me he gave it to Karmun . So i asked her , she say she didn't have it . Then only i realised that guy lied -_- . I went to look for Jo Ee and i asked her to borrow me her shoes , cause my heels were killing me . I used Jo Ee's phone to call my phone and i asked Anni to do the talking . I didn't know what he really said , but this is what i think he said .

Anni , Jordan
Hello , who is this ? Where is Esther ?
Huh ? errr
Who is this ?
Errrr
May i know who is this ?
You're Anni right ?

*toot toot toot*

Anni's voice was too obvious already . Then i went and look for him . I asked him to give me back . First he said it was with Karmun , i told him that i asked her already . Then he said it was with Anni , then i told him , i know that it is with you cause i asked Anni to call . Then he finally give me back . But , i didn't grab it fast enough . So he walked away .

I saw one of my primary friend . Mun Fai . Andrew can't stop saying ' This is the first time you dress like a girl ' -_- . Expected from Andrew . Talked for a while then XueGie ask me to go back to the room as the results are going to be out .

Jing Yi told us the results , as expected , my group didn't get in . After that , i was more like a supporter , screaming here and there . Not only that , i keep on borrowing my friends shoe , first i wore Jo Ee's shoe then Kah Yan's . Hahaha .

So the first was a malay band . The second was Black Heart

Third was this band which i dont know their name .

Best performer goes to Lavida , a band from SMK SBS .

Sadly , no video of the beat boxer . He is talented . Haha . He won the Judges Favourite award .

After that , i went back to the room to take pictures with Black Heart cause i realized i didn't really take pictures .

Then , Zheng Hong offered to drive me back . In the car we were talking about the results . Hehe , better not reveal what we say , i don't want people hating me =p .

This are the pictures from my camera .

Black Heart

The guys

Jordan , Jing Yi , Joel , idk , Peter , Me

Zheng Hong , Jordan , Jing Yi , Joel , idk , Peter , Me

Anyway , thanks Jing Yi , Brenda , Kristine , Amanda , Jacqueline , Kah Yan , and Jee Yan . Sorry if i forgot to list your name . This is as far as i can remember . Thanks for the comments and all , you all should know . =]

Went back and bathe , dinner and straight to bed .

I wonder when is the next time that i'll dare to do this again . Maybe there isn't any next time . =x

Anyway , have to memorize some definisi . Sigh .

Last but not least .

Me =]

♥ Esther

relief ♥

2009-07-26T13:14:00.004+08:00

hello world !

YAY! Talent Hunt had finally over & it was a BLAST !
cheers for the great job we did, comittee !

i'm not complaining but yeah, it almost took my life yesterday .
i reached around 8am and went home around 6pm .

after settling down and had my dinner i didnt leave my bed until morning . -but i didnt pig for the whole time of course (:

i guess i'd sorta abandoned my friends yesterday especially my primary mates . lol sorry anyway! and i freaking regretted for not taking any recordings or pictures taking AT ALL . was super busy all the while and i almost skip my meals even .

pictures will be with waiman since she brought her dslr and took numerous pictures with it ! watch for her updates .
and as for videos try to search for it in youtube !
try clicking here , credits to esther for sending me the link and to some saujanian who uploaded it .

ahh, i just love the great escape (:
especially the drum part ! lovesss

♥

Tomorrow

2009-07-24T20:07:00.004+08:00

Feeling nervous , not ready and SCARD !
HELP !

Somebody call 911

I have stage fright =P

♥ Esther

You Can Dream , But You Can Never Have It Back

2009-07-19T12:58:00.004+08:00

Friday

school → home → guitar class →home → pasarmalam → mamak → gab's house → mamak → home

At night alex called me to come down for pasar malam . Then met up with gab , yi ling and celine . After that it was off to al barkath . Chat and gossip . Hehe .
Then amanda came . After awhile hong and his friends came , then hansher came .
Everyone was busy with shisha , well , almost everyone .
After that , gab wanted to do some business at home , so alex , hong , amanda and me went to his house to wait for him .
Played with his dog a little while . After he is done we went out bringing his dog along .
Went back to al barkath , chat and shisha a little while until 2am++ .
Then we went home . It was quite tiring but fun . Hehe .

Saturday

Was sleeping until i got a call from Kristine saying that dancing class was cancel . Then i continued sleeping until 12pm , woke up and felt like going for bbsp's carnival .
But then second thought , i was quite lazy so i just online and chat . Until 4pm i get ready to go for the Rotarian installation .
Jo Ee came and pick me up at 5.30 , reached there and saw mc .
Then we helped out at the registration counter . Took some picture but then i don't know whether we can get those picture or not .
Cause it was taken by the photographer .
Anyway , after singing the national anthem we went in and sat at table 4 . Along with 4 other adults .
The whole event was quite boring , so we went out for toilet session . Hahaha . Plus , camwhore session .
Then only we went back in for dessert . Then it was lucky draw .
Amanda walked away with a cattle , while Brenda got a tea leaves (1kg) . Too bad she went back early , so i have to give it to her during school . -_-
After the installation it was yamcha session with mickey . Walked to kinrara , it was quite weird cause everyone was staring at us weirdos wearing formal clothes .
Sook Mun went back early cause her mom came and pick her up .
After that we went back at 12 since they wanna go back early .
The pictures are still with amanda . Hehehe .

♥ Esther

I Need You

2009-07-05T00:04:00.004+08:00

How was my day ?

My day was great , filled with cute dogs . Oh wait , every dog is cute to me .

I went for the Pets World Malaysia 2009 held in Midvalley's exhibition hall . There was a rabbit competition , violin performance and others . Took only one picture with a small little poodle . It bite me and i love it . Hehehe .

Met 'daddy' there too , feels like it has been a long time since i last saw him . Haha .
Anyway , overall , my day might make you bored .
All I can say is that I LOVE DOGS ! =P
Btw , i'll spend more time in Jo Ee's house . Why ? Cause that little missy just bought a dog . Woohooo ~

♥ Esther

Random

2009-07-02T20:56:00.004+08:00

Amanda says she is sarcastic . NOT .
She feels that somebody is pathetic and she felt so proud herself .
And she is mentioning Mr Bean aka Mr Bombastic

♥ Esther

Woof , Not Roar

2009-06-30T20:30:00.004+08:00

Will update soon . xd
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Just to let whoever that cares know that i'm not dead !

Why do people have to be so fake and pretend . You guys have totally lost yourselves . I pity you but at the same time , you did this to yourself and the only one to blame for all this 'enemies' you're getting is yourself . The one day that we no longer know each other will come .

♥ Esther

Feeling Like I Just Lost You

2009-06-17T01:07:00.004+08:00

Still not getting use to it . -_____-
I miss the curls =(

Maybe after a week or two , its goodbye !

Off to bed .
Hopefully i'll be able to wake up .

♥ Esther

There Goes Another Nightmare

2009-06-16T01:17:00.004+08:00

First day of school ain't that fun . Getting back results and all . Jo Ee was absent so can't gossip . Hehe . Plus , i had to walk home .

Luck was with me , i met one of my friend so he fetched me home .

Lucky right . xd .

Then after that i decided that i should make my hair straight again . Since its not that curl anymore , its very hard to style already .

So i comb it straight and now i look weird . Swt , i'm just not use to this straight hair . I look freaking weird with straight hair for some reason .

*stopsayingfaceproblem!*

So i'm just going to leave it straight untill next week , if i still think it looks weird , i'm going to curl it again . Hahaha . I need a new hairstyle ! Should i curl or leave it straight ? Comment comment !

Anyway , on the other note .

Happy Birthday Samantha !

A cousin of mine , she is special in her own ways =P .
Seldom talk to her cause i seldom meet her .
Anyway , its not like she is going to read this . =P

♥ Esther

Its Your Day !

2009-06-14T01:49:00.004+08:00

Happy Birthday Mickey !

She just turned 15 today !
Knew her since form 3 . One word , natural .
Sweet smiles and all . Got closer to her during interact .
A fun , cute and active girl .
psst , i heard that she is single !

Anyway , good luck for your PMR and all the best in life . =]

♥ Esther

Stop Time

2009-06-13T14:03:00.004+08:00

Meeting you all again makes me feel like crying .
I know all of this will be gone .
I just miss those memories .

xxxx

Will update soon =]

♥ Esther

Thou Weren't There

2009-06-08T14:24:00.004+08:00

Imagine everyone staring at each another .
Retards doing their job and everyone is quiet .
That's how it was . A bad day huh ?
Cold and silent is the word to describe .

Everyone has their limit .
Don't you think you're a little too overboard ?
So behave yourself will you . Not many can handle it .

♥ Esther

Maybe I Took The Wrong Road

2009-06-07T01:49:00.004+08:00

Yesterday i woke up at 1 and get ready to go out . Went to Midvalley with friends . Went there and eat sushi and walk around then we met up with Jo Ee . Had a little chat after that we head back . Reached home at 6 then messaged some friends . Then Hong messaged me and off we went to car4 with Poh Yeng . Ate some dessert then we checked out the roller rink there . It wasn't really that bad . Its big and wide except it is kinda 'lala' .

Then after that when Hong was fetching me back , Lung messaged me that he is coming to fetch me . So i didn't went back home and waited there for him . Then we went to oug to a pet shop to look at dogs . The dogs there were really cute . Alright alright . I know , there is no dogs that is not cute . Saw 2 golden retriever there , i just love them !

After that we went to stevens corver to eat . Ate cheese naan , its seriously nice . Haha . But i couldn't finish it . Then we went to the shop beside kinrara mamak . It was a cd shop , searched for some shows to watch . Hehe . Then he fetched me to get some other series show and played with his dog . His dog is something like a hot dog . Cute but it keep one licking and sort of biting me . Haha . Its kind of scary but i guess i wasn't use to it . Still , the dog is cute . Haha . Then he fetched me home .

There were no pictures taken because i was busy playing . Hehehe . Hope you all didnt fall asleep reading this . Woohooo ~

♥ Esther

Good Girl No More

2009-06-05T21:52:00.004+08:00

Just a short update .

Last night went out with Xue Gie , Min Chun , Siew Choon and Kenneth . Siew Choon fetch us to Min Chun's house . Then we walked to the pasar malam and ate asam laksa . Hehe . Saw lots of cute dogs in pasar malam . Kekeke . They're totally irresistable ! Saw a few familliar faces . After that we walked back to mc's house and back to stevens . They wanted to play snooker but it was full . We sat at stevens until 12 ++ and went back .

♥ Esther

Forbidden Love

2009-06-03T21:20:00.004+08:00

Tuesday

I woke up at 4pm . Hehe . Then ate and played pc for a while and went for tuition . After chemistry it was carrefour with Prasad and Jonathan . Sort of chat there and then they walked me back . Then it was Joseph's house at Bukit Jalil . Chat and hang out there for a while then i went back home .

A piece of advice , just ignore it . You know who . =]

Wednesday

Woke up at 11am to get ready and waited for Joe Ee to come . He fetched Kristine and we went to carrefour to get some things done . Hehehe . Luck wasn't with us . We bumped into an a**hole .

So we changed our plan and fetched Amanda . We rented 3 movie to watch . It was Harry Potter and The Cobalt of Fire , Maid of Honour and Cheaper By The Dozen 2 . Then we went to Kuchai Lama's Mcd . Ordered and went to Joe Ee's house . His dogs are seriously very very very *anditgoesonandon* cute ! Anyway , we watched Harry Potter first . It was more like me watching it =.= , Joe Ee was mia , and Kris camwhoring with Amanda . Hehe .

After that we decided to let Baobao out . =x . She was out of control and suddenly Joe Ee's mum came back . Haha . Felt kinda awkward but later Joe Ee came back and we let the other dog out too . It was really hard to get them to stop moving so that i could take a picture with them . At least there was a few decent pictures . Hehe .

I was too bored and i saw a box full of toys , it was for the dogs . I took the donkey and started playing with the dogs . Both of them were standing and trying to bite the donkey . Too bad i didnt take a picture of that . They were totally cuteeeee . Then Amanda went back and we watched Maid of Honour . I was really blur , the movie was kinda boring . Then watch till half way we stop cause his mom wants to watch her show . Hehe .

So he drove us to the shop where we rent movies and rented a few more other movies . Hehehe . To keep me from being bored at home . Then Joe Ee sent me back . Anyway , if you're reading this , thanks a lot Joe Ee . =D
Oh , the pictures arent with me yet . Its all in Amanda's camera . Hehehe . So that explains why this post is soooo boring .

When things get ugly , i can't guaranty you that i'll play nice .

♥ Esther

Sweet

2009-06-02T05:43:00.004+08:00

Friday

Skipped school and stayed home . At night went yamcha with brandon , hansher , amanda , mun loong and a few more other people that i forgot their name (Sorry , hehe) . After that they decided to go 'lepak' around .
As always , i felt that it was all-so-scary but whattheheck . Had some fun hanging out with them . After that ml sent me back . Onlined till four and off to bed .

Saturday

Woke up at 11am and started getting ready to go out . Reached Lrt station at around 11.50am ++ . Took the train to TimeSquare and walked to Pavillion . Took quite a long time to reach there cause we kept on stopping to look at stuff .
Reached Pavillion , walked around and watched Night At The Museum 2 . Throughtout the movie i couldn't stop saying the word cuteee . Hehe . It is a really nice movie . *thumbsup*
After that we ate our dinner and went back home .

Monday

Change of plans . So went to Sunway with Amanda . Reached there at 1pm +++ , met her friends and both of us went for ice skating . Finally after months or years i get to skate again . For some reason i felt that the skates were too tight and i cant seem to get comfortable with it . Ignored it and just skate . Hehe . After a few rounds it was getting better .
Spotted a few hockey players that skates really well . Seriously envy of their skills . xd . Their speed and skills really made me admired them a lot . Hehe . After a few rounds I remembered that i havent had my breakfast/lunch .
So we rest a while and ate hot dog , after finishing they were emptying the rink . After half and hour we went back in . Skated for half and hour or so we went out already . Shopped around and bought a pair of flats . Mine was already spoiled . Hehe .
After that decided to watch Monster VS Alien . The movie was so-so only . Kinda lame but funny at the same time . Hehe . There were kids making noise during the movie . After the movie we ate in some place .
Then my mom came and pick us up . Went back home feeling really tired so didnt went for the second round . Hehe . Slept till 3am and here i am .
Not able to sleep because of gastric . I didnt eat my dinner so that explains .
Lucky I didn't vomit . =x . Hopefully tmr's yc session won't make me having the same feeling agian . Hehe . Anyway , didn't take any pictures which explains why this post is full of words =D . Gonna try to sleep nowwww .

signing out
♥ Esther

Lovin' It

2009-05-28T06:18:00.004+08:00

Am not a fast reader neither a smart reader,

but i ain't dumb .

Just wait and watch me run ,

I will and i won't stop .

♥ Esther

2009-05-25T05:26:00.004+08:00

I'm done being the person i wish to be . Its time i give it a rest .
Its time you all grow up and stop your foolish act too . Can't believe you all became worse than before .

xxxx

Its the last week of dooms day . =D

♥ Esther

wonder world ♥

2009-05-16T13:34:00.004+08:00

i just hate exams.. well, anyone not ?

incase you're wondering how was my first 3 days of examination.. well, for god's sake.. i screwed up most of the papers this week, especially biology paper2 . halim's words just couldnt be trusted anymore! & i'll be 'oh-shyt' if i fail any of my subjects . sigh

i created my own theories in most of the papers , i just hope my craps able to get me some innocent marks . oh well, lets see how it goes

7 papers down ; 14 papers left .
good luck peeps !

♥

ps:/ sometimes post titles are irrelevant with post ya know

Silence

2009-05-09T15:40:00.004+08:00

Getting off , thinking what to do next .
Calls were made and finally i felt as though i have gave up .
I wonder , why do i always have to look for plans .
Why not just go with the flow ?
I'm sick and bored of planning already .
More like tired of planning .
Without plans , i can just walk slowly , relaxed and take my time .
Stood there and feel the wind while listening to the music .
That really helped my mood .
I'm waiting for the one day where i dont need to make calls and all .
Plus , I feel bad treating people this way .
I shall stop .
Can't be that bad right ?

♥ Esther

Loved

2009-05-02T15:33:00.004+08:00

Somemore gotong-royong pictures =]

Ke Xin & Eugenia

Cicakman's bro xd

Miao

Amanda

Shi Yau & Jamie

Jamie

Wai Man , Vanessa , Kah Yan , Jee Yan & Sharon

Min Chun

Kar Mun

Li Ling & Wai Man

Sky

Wai Man

Kristine , Jaq , See Kei & Rachel

The one that look lost = Andrew ( hehe )

Jason

Lastly

Kristine =]

♥ Esther

=D

2009-04-19T19:32:00.004+08:00

Came across this article in Elise's blog . Don't say that i'm thinking too much again -_- . Especially classmates ! Blek ! I didnt ask you to believe ~

7 Reasons The World Will End in 2012

Scientific experts from around the world are genuinely predicting that five years from now, all life on Earth could well finish. Some are saying it'll be humans that set it off. Others believe that a natural phenomenon will be the cause. And the religious folks are saying it'll be God himself who presses the stop button...

1. Mayan Calendar

The first mob to predict 2012 as the end of the world were the Mayans, a bloodthirsty race that were good at two things:

Building highly accurate astrological equipment out of stone and
Sacrificing Virgins.

Thousands of years ago they managed to calculate the length of the lunar moon as 329.53020 days, only 34 seconds out. The Mayan calendar predicts that the Earth will end on December 21, 2012. Given that they were pretty close to the mark with the lunar cycle, it's likely they've got the end of the world right as well.

2. Sun Storms

Solar experts from around the world monitoring the sun have made a startling discovery: our sun is in a bit of strife. The energy output of the sun is, like most things in nature, cyclic, and it's supposed to be in the middle of a period of relative stability. However, recent solar storms have been bombarding the Earth with so much radiation energy, it's been knocking out power grids and destroying satellites. This activity is predicted to get worse, and calculations suggest it'll reach its deadly peak sometime in 2012

3. The Atom Smasher

Scientists in Europe have been building the world's largest particle accelerator. Basically its a 27km tunnel designed to smash atoms together to find out what makes the Universe tick. However, the mega-gadget has caused serious concern, with some scientists suggesting that it's properly even a bad idea to turn it on in the first place. They're predicting all manner of deadly results, including mini black holes. So when this machine is fired up for its first serious experiment in 2012, the world could be crushed into a super-dense blob the size of a basketball.

4. The Bible says...

If having scientists warning us about the end of the world isn't bad enough,religious folks are getting in on the act aswell. Interpretations of the Christian Bible reveal that the date for Armageddon, the final battle between Good an Evil, has been set down for 2012. The I Ching, also known as the Chinese book of Changes, says the same thing, as do various sections of the Hindu teachings.

5. Super Volcano

Yellowstone National Park in the United States is famous for its thermal springs and Old Faithful geyser. The reason for this is simple - it's sitting on top of the world's biggest volcano, and geological experts are beginning to get nervous sweats. The Yellowstone volcano has a pattern of erupting every 650,000 years or so, and we're many years overdue for an explosion that will fill the atmosphere with ash, blocking the sun and plunging the Earth into a frozen winter that could last up to 15,000 years. The pressure under the Yellowstone is building steadily, and geologists have set 2012 as a likely date for the big bang.

6. The Physicists

This one's case of bog-simple maths mathematics. Physicists at Berekely Uni have been crunching the numbers. and they've determined that the Earth is well overdue for a major catastrophic event. Even worse, they're claiming their calculations prove, that we're all going to die, very soon - while also saying their prediction comes with a certainty of 99 percent- and 2012 just happens to be the best guess as to when it occurs.

7. Slip-Slop-Slap-BANG!

We all know the Earth is surrounded by a magnetic field that sheilds us from most of the sun's radiation. What you might not know is that the magnetic poles we call north and south have a nasty habit of swapping places every 750,000 years or so - and right now we're about 30,000 years overdue. Scientists have noted that the poles are drifting apart roughly 20-30kms each year, much faster than ever before, which points to a pole-shift being right around the corner. While the pole shift is underway, the magnetic field is disrupted and will eventually disappear, sometimes for up to 100 years. The result is enough UV outdoors to crisp your skin in seconds, killing everything it touches.

Sry ya , didnt really update much . You dont want to hear about my school routine right ?

♥ Esther

Guilty

2009-04-10T10:37:00.004+08:00

Skipped school for 2 days for no reasons -.- .
Okay , fine fine , there is a reason , i couldn't wake up . =D
Don't you guys miss me ?
I'm just joking lah !
I bet there is quite a number of homework . -.-

♥ Esther

<3

2009-04-04T21:29:00.004+08:00

As you can see , all the details are up there .
Its cheap , its not too early and its about Namaste .
Plus , its their 38th time organizing an IU day . Experienced .
Join the fun !
Be there and we will meet . ^^

Lost ?
No worries !

Still lost ?
Contact them !
(Numbers are shown above)

Still still lost ?
Just hail a cab and pray that the driver knows the place . ^^

I sorta suck in this . Oh well , as long as you all got the message =] .

♥ Esther

You're Important In A Way

2009-03-21T04:40:00.004+08:00

Love this song since the first time i heard it .
Enjoy =]

Authors: Miko, Yumi, Acid Pang
Composer: Miko, Yumi, Wilson Tan, Zennon Goh

Looking through your eyes,
there's nothing to hide
And you're no longer mine
How could I survive
when you say goodbye
Why do birds still fly up high?

Can't stop the tears from fallin '
We used to be so fine
when you walked into my life
I tried to reach out for you
just to be with you
My heart is breakin '

Don't Don't Go Away
Baby, don't you know, I miss you so.
Don't Don't Go Away,
I've never been on my own before.

Wooh .... Oh ....
Can't you hear me just take me with you
So don't don't go away

Don't Don't Go Away,
Baby, don't you know, I miss you so.
Don't Don't Go Away,
I've never been on my own before.
So won't you feel my heartbeat once more

Esther
❤❤❤❤❤❤

Different point of views

2009-03-16T04:29:00.004+08:00

I feel that it was only a target
never was a serious one ,
just a target that i failed badly .

I really did fell for it ,
i cant let it go cause i know i want it a lot ,
but there is nothing i can do .

I think that i can finally forget all of this and let go ,
just go back to number one ,
and making a fullstop to this lesson ,
its really a long lesson .

I guess the sum of all this equals to superb finale ,
I just hope that this is really the end of the lesson .
I want a new goal to achieve , not some goal that can never be achieve .
Great friend indeed , thanks .

p/s - Will post about my birthday and ICC as soon as i'm done with the photos'

Esther
❤❤❤❤❤❤

2009-03-08T20:01:00.004+08:00

Try it =]

Your view on yourself:

You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:

You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

A little creepy -.-

Esther
❤❤❤❤❤❤

<3

2009-03-08T13:50:00.004+08:00

Exams is next week !
and i still cant study !

Esther
❤❤❤❤❤❤

=)

2009-02-22T11:28:00.004+08:00

Happy 16th Birthday Amanda !

Knew this girl during prom through Kristine .
Friendly , cute , fun is the word to describe her .

A dancer which i haven't really seen her on action .
Thanks for advising and trying to help me when I'm down .

Esther
❤❤❤❤❤❤

-

although i just met her weeks ago ,
but there's something i saw from her .

she's very natural .
and her laugh is truthfully from her heart .

have fun & make ya day a blast !
best wishes

{ ♥ }
-gie(:

Impossible

2009-02-02T03:51:00.004+08:00

I need a solution !

I need answers !

Desprately . . .

Want . . .

To . . .

Move On !

Cause my feelings tells me that .

We are impossible !

Move on la Esther !

Why am i still here !

Argh !

So not me =.=

Esther

❤❤❤❤❤❤

Path

2009-02-01T02:24:00.004+08:00

Promises that were made ,

Are now forgotten .

What to do , i don't know .

All i know , is that i cant let go .

It has been a while ,

Shy to admit that .

I said i would forget and move on .

But i wonder why am i still here .

Is it really that four words ,

I don't know .

I hope not ,

Because i know that it is impossible .

So nice to see .

But i can't touch .

The reasons is very simple .

Their tradition , that's all i can say .

Also the feelings which isn't in him .

What is he thinking i don't know .

I can only guess .

Trying to understand .

I hope that one day would come .

But I'm afraid that even if that day came ,

I would choose to let go .

Should i make the first step ?

Who would be able , to give me the answers ?

I don't want to regret again .

Should i take the path that wasn't taken last time ?

Esther
❤❤❤❤❤❤

Here It Goes Again

2009-01-29T03:06:00.004+08:00

kiki : why are you here ?

lala : i'm lost .

Thats how i feel .

-------------------------------------------

Btw , good luck while u're gambling . Hehe

Win more money !

And belanja me makan . keke

Esther
❤❤❤❤❤❤

Friend

2009-01-25T15:14:00.004+08:00

Scars I saw made me ask questions .
Answers You gave made me feel pity .
You had difficulties , I tried to comfort You .
Thats only the first day .

Communications begins .
'Miss you' starts to appear .
Couldn't stop thinking of the possibilities .
Day by day , we laugh , smile , act and share .

Another story starts .
Ours ended , but I couldn't accept it .
But now i'm learning ,
I think i already succeed .

I learnt a lot .
You teached me how to care , observe and think .
I should really thank you and also apologize .
Taking the chances to say this .

For driving u crazy i apologize .
Going through channels to solve my problem ,
Thank you and sorry that i caused You the trouble .
Giving advices that people didn't dare to give , thanks a lot .

I'm weird in a way .
Question which not even I could answer .
Things that I do for no reasons .
Attitude which i can't change .

Missing Your sweet words , yes I will .
Your support and advices that I need , I will apreciate it
Might not have You , but the Friendship still exist .
Talks that we use to have , I know that its gone .

Finally being able to take the right path .
Thinking in a right way .
Was naive , stupid , and proud .
Dumbest thing to do is only thinking at one point .

It is fate for me to meet You .
It is destiny for us to be like this .
It is God that gave us the chances .
It was You that changed my life .

I wish that You would read this and understand it .

Maybe You will realise that its about You .

I turn everything around to avoid other's singing .

This is just for You to get Your answers .

If chance was on my hands .

I would certainly take it and appreciate it .

Sadly that i know .

The chance would never come .

Always a place for you

Esther

❤❤❤❤❤❤

@ C O P Y R I G H T E D @

22nd January 2008

2009-01-25T14:04:00.004+08:00

We went to school as usual , first period BM , then it was PJK . My class was lazy to change into their sportswear . Some changed , 98% of them didn't . So the teacher got angry , she ask us to write an essay about the importance of pjk . Must be at least 500 words =.= .
She is a mean lady , while we were writing she was 'singing' saying that we gave lame reasons . But whats lame about her is that the people that wore their sportswear didn't have to write , but they cant go down and play either -.- . Whats the point . swt .
We crap a lot in our isi for the essay . Giving lame examples to make my essay look longer xd .
Oh well , who cares , cause she isn't going to be teaching us anymore anyway .
Then during recess , me , Yi Jun , Kristine and Jo Ee went out and waited for Kristine's parents to come and get us .
They fetched us to have a bit of food . After that we went back to school to meet up with Sook Ling . Her father fetched us to SMKSBU .
Didn't know where to go or what to do , so we went to the toilet . The toilet was rather a mini one . Not because of the size of the toilet . Its the size of the door , the basin , the mirror , its all so short and rather smaller than usual .
On the door it was written 1 Cemerlang , 1 Amanah and other names , I thought it was a toilet for form ones . Hehe .
We went back to the so-called-hall , met up with the other saujanians . Then Viknes wanted to walk around the school , so why not ?
3 malay guys showed us around their school , i was a little scard cause its not our school and we are walking around ?
But the 3 malay guys were friendly , they introduced us to people there , foods , and showed us around the classes and libraries .
The school was rather dark inside , but there is a high school feel there . =x
The anugerah was about to start , so we went down and registered . Met May Kay there , the last time i saw her was during tuition .
Got our cert and money , i expected already that my name was spelled wrongly . Normally people will make mistake when they spell 'Esther' , but now , they spelled my surname wrongly -.- . Oh my .
Returned my cert to them so that they can change my name . Hehe . Still waiting for their call .
After that Sook Ling's fetched us back to Kristine's house .Waited for Fai to fetch . Then head back home and did my homework while multitasking . Hehe .
Still waiting for Kristine to send me the pictures . Hehe .

Esther

❤❤❤❤❤❤

Work

2009-01-11T23:22:00.004+08:00

14th of December 2008

Worked in somewhere which i forgot where . The place was a kampung area . Didn't really sleep the night before , so was half awake while taking lrt to that place . It was my first time working actually , a good experience .

An easy job , its just mainly helping ppl to register for futsal & gladiator challenge and giving out balloons .

So we reached there , along with a few other girls , changed into the t-shirt they gave .

Then just sat there , doing nth , until some boys come and sign up for the futsal and gladiator .

More and more ppl came , then they started playing futsal . I had nth to do but sit there and watch , so i was asked to give out balloons .

I walked around the place looking for kids . Not only small kids wanted the balloon , it seemed like the older kids wants it too . xd

It felt great looking at those kids being so happy with their balloon . xd

After that there was nothing to do , so i just sat down and watch them playing futsal .

A few malay guys came and talked to me . So we just joke around . They were quite friendly .

After that it was time to clean up , picked up rubbish .

They gave us our money and then we head back =x .

There is a few pictures of the enviroment and also one of the malay guy . =]

The prizes

Buyung

Oh , if u're asking why did i wait till now to post about this .

Its because i was lazy . xd . And i suddenly felt like blogging about it .

Hehe .

❤❤❤❤❤❤

2009-01-05T00:22:00.004+08:00

我可以陪你去看星星不用再多说明我就要和你在一起 ~♥

我不想又再一次和你分离 ~♥

我多麼想每一次的美丽是因为你 ~♥

This song reminds me of...

The guy who always offer me sweets everytime he sees me ,

Those were the days in form 1 .

He jokes a lot , talks a lot , insult a lot .

But , he is funny .

It also reminds me of...

My classroom during form 2 .

Look up and u'll see plastercine .

Like stars xd .

Fine , thats really lame .

I'm just crapping =x .

And sry xg , i totally forgot about the xmas pictures -.-

hehe , by the time i post it , no one will wanna see it ~

❤❤❤❤❤❤

2008-12-27T17:00:00.004+08:00

dearest form three -ians ,

pmr results will be released on 30th Dec ,
do make sure you go to school

.
.

is true

i know you all had been waiting for ages ! har

ALL THE BEST :D

dont cry over spilt milk
& im not gonna label this ! har

xmas eve

2008-12-25T16:57:00.004+08:00

24th Dec ; Christmas Eve

we went to Curve to celebrate eve , before heading there we went mega food to meet up with joee & others . then divided into three cars and off to The Curve .

for more pictures click here .

after counting down ciaoed around 1plus ,
then headed to ajimal ,
left before 3 .

Prom Night

2008-12-20T00:57:00.004+08:00

Its about time that i blog about my school's prom . Hehe .

It was held on 11th December , in Cititel .

Went to the saloon at 1 , went back at around 3 .

Onlined and played around , then my mom helped me make up .

I realise that i dont have much time to waste , so i rushed .

Fai fetched me there together with Jo Ee .

Went and look for Kristine & Amanda in hotel room 820 .

After they got ready we all went down , a little conflict there .

Me and Kristine went in and chat around .

I'll let the pictures do the talking -.- .

Vincent & Amanda

Amanda , Kristine

Katherinne , Yoke Lun

Kristine , Amanda

Amanda , Katherinne

Amanda

Cheng Mun

Jordan

Joe Ee

Cheng Mun , Kar Mun , Jordan , Joe Ee , Kristine

Jing Yi

Michiyo

Kar Mun , Kristine

T.T , Idk his name .

Amanda , Joey

Kristine

Yoke Lun , Amanda

Yoke Lun , Kristine

Yoke Lun

Kristine , Amanda

Idk who , Vincent

Shufflers

The Stage

Kristine , Idk who

Kenny

Siew Choon

Kristine , Yong Sern ( Horny xd ) , Jing Leong

Yong Sern

Idk who , Molly , Kristine , Jing Leong

Idk who , Molly , Kristine

Jordan

Park Leng

Kristine , Yen Yi

Kavin

Chee Huang

Ji Mao

Zheng Hong

Kok How

After prom met up with Fai and Jo Ee , watched ' The Day The Earth Stood Still '

Not really that nice , Fai fetched us back .

Then Alex , Hong , Gabriel and Eu Jin came to my house .

Sort-of-chat . Untill i dont know what time . They went back .

And i slept . Hehe

Oh , and for those who wants the pictures , tell me and i'll send the original pictures to you .

Thats all i suppose . xd .

Now i realised that I didn't take any picture with Molly =[

Sigh , i'm gonna miss them .

Take care people . =]

Reminder : Please look at the labels to see whose post is it

❤❤❤❤❤❤

Grab It !

2008-12-12T15:23:00.004+08:00

Pictures that was suppose to be edited weeks ago / a month ago . Hehe .

Blame it all to my lazyness .

To the people that wants this pictures .

The title says it all GRAB IT !

Raymond

Jiunn Jye

Jayv , Kelvin

Karmun , Raymond

Yikyang

Alex

Gie

Anni

Kelvin

Andre

Next . . .

Prom night and Malacca Trip ?

Give me a month and maybe by then i'll have that mood to blog

Just joking !

❤❤❤❤❤❤

2008-12-06T17:21:00.004+08:00

THE original purpose i went to sunway today was to visit fern

who was suppose to be working part time at sunway. But on sunday

nite i texted her, she told me she just stoped working there. i was

stuned ><. ( but she joined us anyway. yay ) ...

...

JOE EE offered to send us to sunway. Hahahas. 7 ppl squeezed

up in his car. We reached there and waited for jordan & cheng mun to

arrive. Then we went to the cinemas to buy movie tickets.

I SO WANTED TO WATCH TWILIGHTTTTT !

but due to some time problem. We watch er...Bolt instead. and we

had to wear those funny 3d gogles. which kept sliding down my

nose while i watchd the movie. Overall the show was kinda boring,

but the characters were real funny.

...

espeacially the hamster in the ball-cage

its named RHINO.

its so tiny but named itself RHINO ?!

and somehow the hamster was kinda insane

it got me laugh nuts over the way it talked

hahhahaa

>.<

...

We headed for lunch while waiting for Fern to arrive.
jovi & lee shen also joined in for the movie.

After movies, we headed for red box. lallala to sing karaoke of course

( no skating dis time )

...

Singing was fun ^^v

I left earlier than them. which kinda sux cause i havent got to sing my song

(okay, not my song, fish leong's song) "chong bai" . . . TT . Jovi and lee shen

offered to so-called take the responsibility for sending me home >.<

It was real nice of them. Thx guys. The traffic was freakking jamed up dat time!
...

...

"dang dang dang dang

dang dang dang dang

dang dang dang dang dang dang dang dang dang

i woke up early to baby blue eyes da da da"

(daniel poweter - next plane home)

...

my phone rang.

was told dat i left my camera behind with them in the karaoke room

Clumsy me. Lols

I guessed my friends did much use with my camera after i left. hehehes

damn many pics man.

u guys rock !

...

overall, it was a nice day. nice gang . nice frens

im glad sum of them enjoyed it

Bear bear called me up and asked me to go outside to see dis "smiley face" in the sky

he said its a moon n stars dat make up the smiley face.

i was caught up in the mid of sum art work dat time and din go out to see it

at last he told , dat was sum kinda special moon

and happens only once in 100 years

and i just missed it.

zzzZZzzZZzz

bed time now

fern & stephy
esther & joe ee

headding to redbox
banana looking at pinyin to sing chinese songsfern . stephy . unice . xue gie.

after singing kristine & cheng mun

the guys

esther scolding jordan ?...now she's laughing wit him ?

wat gives >.<

bumped into raymond

Love Loves Loved

2008-12-03T00:54:00.004+08:00

Nothing changed . Everything has always been the same .  I guess , Its time that I got back to where i belong .  Just like old times right ?  I've always been in the middle , did you ever feel the same ? Let me guess , NO . It hurts when you said that to me , have u ever thought of that ? Will you come back to me ? =[

❤❤❤❤❤❤

[D]istrict [I]nteract [C]onferance

2008-11-25T19:30:00.004+08:00

21st nov 2008 (friday)

karmun so cute

Day 1 :

we arrived at Kompleks Rakan Muda , daerah klang early in the morning.

i expected it to be some kinda crumy old town place.

BUT

it was not !

not at all !

( we practically screamed when we 1st arrived at the kompleks. )

( seeing how beautiful it was )

...

we put our luagage to aside.
and was jus looking around
people about were jus talking among their circle.

( sum were peeping, checking out the hot chicks n guys >< )

( i noticed dat. )

( ok. myb i was peeping too >.< )

Kompleks Rakan muda had dis skate board alley
which was totally
AWESUM ! ( yeah )
*nice graffity done by sum ex campers here

jingyi & anni ( feb 5th babes )

from top left : esther . sze win . (me) . mea jer . joee . sook wei . jing yi . sye li . karen

those dat were hungry headed for the caffeteria.
(to eat of coz)
leaving only a few interactors at the registration hall.
...
...
...
so i spoted 3 gals talking wit each other.
and i said
" y dont we go make sum frends ? "
so we walked up to those gals.
and started wit sum intro intro.
i guess their circle jus got bigger lidat.
...
...
wat a coincidience.
mea jer is one of our sku fren (pei ling)'s tuition clsmate
jing yi found out about tat while they were talking
about oat ?
: 3

...
...
about 12pm.
registration counter was open.
so we lined up.
and they handed out tags and goodie bags ( wit fuud . drink . program book )2 us.
they gv us dis pin ( whic is for ur tie or collar )
( whic i kenot find it rite now . i think i lost it )
...
...
...
we took our luagage.
and headed for our room
waa.
i got lost a few times there.
holding our heavy bags walking here and there
was really tiring.
phew~

a card design dat i tot was nice

azwan ( smk usj 4 )
turahk_off92@hotmail
holding out his sku int shirt

blur . panda . banana (perak)

i tot their shirts were really nice . not very formal.
bt i liked it anyway . ^^v
so i walked up to her.
tap tap on her shoulder
and asked if i cld get a picture of their shirt
with them in the pic too
did a lil intro intro.
hmm...i was abit stuned wit their names
nice meeting them tho

this one is jus too cool

boy bridget from Klang

me & soo fang (perak)

i-fern ( smk usj 4 )

pheophin_ng@hotmail

& anni

rotarian ravinder singh & i

he was damn funny

hahas

charlies

hear no evil . say no evil . see no evil

to the right . to the right

from left top : i-fern . azwan . joee . ryan (mbs) . anni

day 1 (nite) :

we hung out wit sum frens from mbs

during supper time.

it was quite high.

whr we all were kinda mad.

especially whn ryang had to do pole dance

and karmun and wawa really " moved it ".

damn hot.

...

around 12.15

rotarians came and shoved us bak to our rooms

we wished the frens gdnite

and head of to our rooms.

...

by 1 am rotarians came n offed our lights.

off coz

we did not slp

we continued chating chating ( in the dark )

till 3am ?

till we were darn tired

and jus went to bed

morning call was 7am the nex day

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22nd Nov 2008 (sat)

anni .jingyi. karmun . joee. esther
ryan acting all cutesy
joee n azwan

jing yi & i-fenr esther . karis ( smk sultan abdul samad . mischie_baby_99@hotmail). anni

gosh. i couldnt resist it.

she had the most badges n pins on her coat

gotta hv a pic wit karis

"jus gimme ur hand. we all need. somebody to lean on"
our rotarian lawrence n us

it was nice of him to cum all the way to klang to

see how were doing at the camp

karmun wit the guys

later on.

we were seperated into our groups.

and had to discuss about our buisness plan

charlie captain Arron

came up wit sum pretty gud ideas

about finansing crisis.

and learnt about ROI

cheese*

charlies ;3

charlies .( hahaha look at richie holding the camera)

charlie's ceo selling their plan to investors

ravind ?

siew ping & i

jordan ( smk taman desa )& i

pey kuan . sammantha . i

linda ( taiwan exchange student ) & i

twin much ?

ahhhm.

dis jus hit us. coz we nvr noticed

frens were saying joee n i looked liked twins.

and we were kinda stuned. cz we look ntg alike actually

sooo...

we jus took a pic to see

and gosh

myb we do alike

(due to hair style n specs)

>.<

shirley n i

charlie 2 ( sum members were not in da pic )

on the 1st day.

we were told to create a cheer for our team for a cheer-off

we were kinda serious about it

cz we were between alpha 1 n alpha 3

these 2 teams were kinda strong.

bt till the end of the camp

ppl were still asking

"wat abt the cheer off ?"

thr was no cheer off

myb the cheer's jus sumthing 4 us to get closer

pravind ( klang. cheapshot92@hotmail ) & i

dis is my fav pic.

cz of the pose

he says he doesnt do nice normal poses whn u smile nicely for the camere.

so we did dis ???

...

....

...

after all the cam whoring.

we went for supper.

thn hung out at the skate boarding alley again

...

dis nite was even higher

there's a whole bunch of interactors

and sum rotarians.

threre were dance off whc was pretty hot.

especially wawa n karmun

winks*

...

later we asked rotarian yin xin & yan liang

to dance for us.

damn hot

they even promised to hv all rotarians dance for us on the stage

tmr b4 the closing ceremony

leroy ( ipoh ) & i
(he shuffles quite gud)

room shah alam 12
they're so frendly. all from perak
the beds make us llook like we'r in ns.

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23rd Nov 2008 ( sun )

on my rite . on my left

behind rite . behind left

Day 3 :

the speeches were gud.

but i was jus too tired to pay any attention

the words jus got blurer n blurer

as my hush pupy eyes shut down

ate so many mentos also felt slpy

i really did slp thr during the speech

paise. ><

changing positions all the time

esther . teng . keegan . man houw .izmin

( all from kuantan . they pretty gud in breakdancing)

chris (exchg student from australia)

mie & ching yee ( perak)

i & wan huei ( perak )

my 2 nite stand

rotarians dancing on the stage

"move it"

during the presentation of awards & certs to the rotarians

yan liang was the mc.

...

so when rotarian yin xin was called upon to receive her cert.

noises from the interactors yelled

" DANCE DANCE DANCE DANCE DANCE"

...

as she promised.

all rotarians did go on stage to dance.

hahahs.

they were so cool

managing director ong kum sing.

saujana interactors

rotarian lawrence

las pic of shah alam 12 roomates

karmun & zaki

hahas

darn cute

las pic with taman desa interactors

i needed to go back dy at dis time.

but wanted one las picture wit em.

quite happy

i still managed to make one las fren

li xuan (the gal on my right)

( smk taman desa . devildemon_rulez@hotmail.cm)

pick a card ?
my cert

part of dis DIC was boring bt useful.

part of it was fun n also beneficial

it was a great experiece.

my first time showering in the toilet wit joee

( i felt abit embarassed to get naked infron of her )

...

tru dis camp.

showed me wat leadership was all about

dat if u hv a idea. jus say it.

if u dont noe . ur here to learn

if u did it wrong . its ok . ur here to learn

everyone was really frendly

non racist . non religion

...

dis camp

hhmmm made me much braver

like if u wanna noe sumone

dont hesitate

at the rite situation. make ur move

n jus intro urself. there shudnt be any rejection.

...

if u do hv an idea

if u do think u can do it

go for it.

and be active

...

like the half dead bird speech

"u picked up the half-dead bird.

do u want it dead or alive ?

the future is in ur hands"

...

and to the ppl i've met at the camp

rotarian & interactors

u guys were awesome

u are ppl dat i dont normally meet in my school

u guys were frendly

n were willing to be frens

not knowing much abt each other

(blablabla. im making dis sound so romantic. like cheng mun says >.<)

was really glad to hv met u guys

it was fun

keep in touch : 3

and

read my blog

>.<

Different

2008-11-24T03:56:00.004+08:00

After being back from the Interact Conference , I'm starting to wish that i could go back there again .

I thought i wouldn't get use to staying there , but now i'm not use to being without the friends that i made .

I really miss the people that i talked to and took picture with . Will update the further details tmr .

Oh , Hi , I'm Esther , Nice to meet you . =X

Miss yaa

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